February 2012
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“Things are not what they seem,
They maybe better,
They maybe worse,
Depends...”
– chris.
WatchBon Iver - Beth/Rest live on SNL
I need to see these guys live.
i bought a new book today
I have wanted to it for ages
and going to the local book store felt like when you meet a girl and you just can’t wait to see her again
all butterflies and excitement
i’ve miss that feeling about anything
although this time it is not about a girl
it’s nice to know i can still have those feelings about something
it’s a start to recovery maybe
maybe i’m starting...
“Do you even know what goes on in a heart anymore?”
– ryan adams, sang by beth orton
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Hope dies last
i’m waiting for a sign of hope
it’s not dead just yet
i still feel the flutter inside me
but it flutters faintly
fading lonely
Going back to basics
Trying to figure out how to be myself and feel like connecting with people again.
so im going back to basics
starting with watching dawsons creek as it was a core show during my teenage years to shape my thoughts and life views, along with LOST which helped shape my views on letting things go and my thoughts on fate and destiny.
plus a lot more reading than i have done recently.
all this to...
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mess
mess
locked up mess ash of someone you never thought you’d see the smiles just come so naturally its okay because in the mess of the aftermath of fire there is always sunlight that burns in the hearts silent whispering tears drops with blood spilling in the bathroom and you say “im finally existing”
January 2012
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explosions of light
Explosions of Light
I get so nervous when she laughs,
As I wait for that awkward silence,
That never seems to come,
And the silence between the moments of our lips,
My heart starts to beat again,
Sometimes I think I’m kidding myself,
Sometimes I think I’m kidding myself,
I’m just kidding myself,
Sun rises and poetry,
Well that’s what means everything to me,
While everybody just...
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final scene of the play
Scene: Flat.
Scarlet is writing a letter to Jake. She is centre stage.
Front stage left is Adam sitting down. He has a bandage around his chest. Next to him is his England Shirt on the floor.
Ryan is front stage right. He is sitting down. Ryan is looking at his painting. It is destroyed.
Heather is down stage right. She is standing with her pen and notepad looking happy.
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scene from the play i wrote
SCENE: Flat/War.
Scarlet is reading a letter she is sitting on the floor alone. Jake is on a on the other side of the stage sitting on a chair in full soldier uniform.
Lights up.
Jake.
My sweet smelling Scarlet. How I long for you now. Thank you for your perfumed letter it warms me before I sleep. The smell of the sand is starting to smell like hell. And I’m scared. I’m scared Scarlet....
fyeahcountingcrows:
“I can remember being eight...
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“It doesn’t matter who we were,
It only matters who we are,”
– Juliet - Lost
“You wanna get young but you’re just getting older
And you had a fun...”
– The Vaccines
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just once
Just once
Day setting in the fire of the streets, New York never looked so pretty so sweet, Wondering around following the thoughts of strangers, Hustle bustle of the crowd so loud, You sit in the corner of a coffee shop, Drinking thinking wishing lost feelings could be found,
Monday morning hangovers aching bodies, You cant move in the midday sun, Hiding from the world, Hiding...
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